Journal 2

Remember the guy i told you on the last journal? ok, he's a jerk!

He's out of the country for a trip with his "boy band" collegues and hello! who is Joise?.. Yes, i don't exist anymore. I only exist for making him some favors, so i'm just a friend.

But if pass the switch of a friendship, he might be begging me for a kiss and he ain't gonna have it!!!

But i have to accept that i miss you Phil :(

De mis lecturas

"Y además, los hombres son incapaces de amar, es un sentimiento que les resulta completamente ajeno. Lo único que conocen es el deseo, el deseo sexual en estado bruto y la competición entre machos; y luego, en otra época y dentro del matrimonio, podían llegar a sentir cierto agradecimiento por su compañera cuando les daba hijos, llevaba bien la casa, era buena cocinera y buena amante; entonces les agradaba compartir la cama con ella. Las mujeres siguen adelante, porque no logran renunciar a ser amadas. Son victimas de esta ilusión hasta el final. Los hombres son así, eso es todo."

"Partículas Elementales" de Houellebcq


En conclusión: Los hombres no aman, se excitan!

Journal 1

My english is not good but my dad read my blog and it really annoy me so i decide to write a little journal in english so he can't read it... Here i go.

I met a guy some time a go, he belongs to a boy band that i follow just cause i use to have sex with one of the members, who i'll call now on Chip Nut.. Ok this guy, chip nut, never notice me at all, he just texted me in the middle of the night when he want to have sex with me and that is all.

The last time i saw him was on october's 29, cisnero's media presell, that night he  practically call me a whore. That mades me mad and i decided not to pay attention to him anymore but his band really likes me so i will support his ban cause i believe in them as a team.

A couple of days after they've got a show on a theater a i went the with my cousin and a friend of her. The lea singer of the band invite me to go where they were and chip nut went mad.

I don't understand his attitude, he's not that into me so leave me alone!

Anyway, on that show i took some pictures and record a video that i posted on my facebook account. That video was saw but the guitar player of the band. A random afternoon i was online on that social network and he wrote me, the chat was really good, we talked about music most of all but we like each other so heask me  for my pin id on bbmsn. I gave it to him and that's where all started!

We'be been chatting since then almost every day and we've seen each other about 3 times. Stop! We are just friends and this is why i'm confuse and decided to write this journal.

He always says to me 'i don't want to have a girlfriend, women are mean!' And i left all for a friendship but he writes me daily and sings me his songs and our conversation is so good that i'm affraid that i like him but.. i just need a friend.

A real one!